Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in bLack EmeRy's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
2:35 pm	depression ...i was watching this movie last night and i started thinking, what if we are all dead and this is hell? what if we all died and we havent accepted what we know is true? how do we know if this is real? how do i know if i am real? my arm is bleeding, that feels real, but it isnt proof.. then if that isnt so, then what if we are to another life form, what ants are to us? if we were placed inside a huge cage and we dont know any better than to believe that we are the most intelligent life form. if we are in a giant hanpster cage; when it rains they are giving us water, when it becomes hot and dry, they forget to give us water, when famines* occur, the "owners" of us leave for a family trip and forget to feed us, because we are not significant at all. if i am not significant should i just die? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:30 pm	colorado i live in colorado, but i wish it would move away from me, i could stay here with the mountains and the sunsets, but the people, the girls and guys could leave, the school would burn down, and the rumors would die, or maybe just me...it doesnt really matter, just as long as one of us does... Current Mood: okay (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 16th, 2004
1:43 am	...You make me happy when the skies are gray You make me happy the skies are gray and gray and gray. Well the clock's heart it hangs inside its open chest with its hands stretched towards the calendar hanging itself but I will not weep for those dying days. For all the ones who have left there are a few that stayed. And they found me here and pulled me from the grass where I was laid. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine... (Comment on this)